It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to…

Mental Health Diaries- Since I haven’t written one of these in a while, why not on my birthday! Doesn’t that sound like fun?

Wow, it’s here! I am 31. I can’t believe how fast this year went by. 30 felt like such a big deal, so this feels kinda- meh. Plus, I usually hate my birthday and get really depressed around this time, and this year is no different. I have slept more in the last week than I have in months. Continue reading “It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to…”

Review: The Big Oh! Box

The Big Oh! Box is a quarterly sex toy subscription box that is sent discreetly to your doorstep ‘featuring a curated selection of full-sized sex toys & accessories designed to stimulate your appetite for exploration’. This review is of the Spring box, and the theme is Organic and Natural goodies. I was so very excited to open it on camera as you can see above. Continue reading “Review: The Big Oh! Box”

SUPER SLUT- my journey through sluthood

This May I attended Catalyst Con and sat in on a fabulous session called “Super Sluts: Personal Narratives of Reclamation” hosted by Jupiter’s Slut & Dirty Lola. Every time I attend a conference I take a ton of notes and plan on doing write-ups of all the sessions, but then I get home and put the notebook in the shelf and forget about them. This session has stuck with me, I kept the notebook in my backpack this whole time JUST to remind myself to write this. So now, almost two months later, here we are!

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Super Slut hosts- Jupiter’s Slut & Dirty Lola

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PORN REVIEW! Crash Pad Series Episode 45: Dylan Ryan and Jiz Lee

This is my first porn review, as well as my first full episode of the Crash Pad Series! I have never been into porn much (the same way I wasn’t into sex toys till I started getting active on my blog!), so I was a bit hesitant to start watching an episode. It took me a solid few weeks to make the time to sit down and do it.

Before I knew about being an ethical porn consumer, I would occasionally go to the free porn sites and type in “lesbian sex”, but never saw any sex that resembled the kind I was having. I’ve always heard wonderful things about the Crash Pad Series, that they featured real queer performers and all different bodies, so I knew that if I was ever gonna love porn, this might be a good place to start. Ethical, inclusive, and queer-friendly? Sign me up! Continue reading “PORN REVIEW! Crash Pad Series Episode 45: Dylan Ryan and Jiz Lee”

The day before my mother’s murder, then and now.

June 15, 2006

I woke up, got dressed. I think I wore a blue sparkly tank top from Target with a white skirt. I went to my cousin’s middle school graduation. My cousin’s and I were super close at that time, they were always over at my house and I used to take my little cousin to school each morning in my mustang convertible. It was a celebratory time, as graduations usually are.  My mom was mad that she couldn’t attend because of work, but she had the next day, Friday, off of work to go to her brother’s graduation. We went to lunch, I think it was at Islands but I can’t remember for sure. Then we went to see Cars in the theatre. Continue reading “The day before my mother’s murder, then and now.”